Hiding Inside

Smiling face. My Family, relatives, closest friends, and even peers always teasing me because whenever they see me, I'm always smiling. Actually I'm doing this because I don't want to affect people that surrounds me, I do not want to give burdens in their heart.                                                   

Smiling is one of the things that I always wanted to do whenever I have a problem, in time of trials, And when I'm struggling. I Smile, for so many things I have to be thankful for. I believe that doing it could get me out in stress, and I could think better.                           

But there is one case, I'm just smiling and laughing so I won't be able to cry in front of them. I hide my true feelings for the sake of people who really loves me. I didn't want to get them hurt too because I love them so much. Sometimes, I just wanted to run, and run all over again until I have realize what would I do to express my true feelings.